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March 14th, 2005


06:29 pm - Creep
I love that song


You're just like an angel, you're skin makes me cry..

float like a feather, in a beautiful world,

I wish I was special...

you're so fuckin' special....

But I'm a creep.
I'm a weirdo.


What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here...

I don't care if it hurts...

I wanna have control...

I want a perfect body...

I want a perfect soul...

I WANT YOU TO NOTICE...

WHEN I'M NOT AROUND...

You're so fuckin' special...

I wish I was special....

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January 30th, 2005


03:57 pm - Iris
I'm reading this sad fanfiction (the best kind) and these sad songs keep coming on my iTunes thing. And I kee almost crying. But my mommy's in the rooom. ahaha

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December 25th, 2004


01:32 pm - Why are you wearing that stupid bunny suit?
Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?



Strange coincidences..

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01:22 pm - Oh my...fucking...Cobain...
I've been trying to place Donnie's smile because it looked so DAMN FAMILIAR...and I just realized something.

When he calls the kiddy porn dude fucking antichrist and gets pulled of the stage, he has the motherfucking same smirk as Stefan goddamn Laage.

Huh. xD


YAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

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12:31 pm - Donnie Darko
"Every living person on this earth, dies alone"

Heh.

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December 24th, 2004


05:20 pm - I have the bestest best friend ever.
Bestester even. BestesterestmostBest. Cheeeeeelseaaaaaaaaaaa.

We'll be going on five years in '05. xD

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05:05 pm - I don't give a shit if you don't like this song.
Cause I do. xD

Top Music Related Funny Moments of the Year:

(Tiffany/Mike)
M: Hey, it's Queen!
T: Yeah..Queens...
M: No..Just Queen..
T: Oh..Yeah..Queens..

(Ryan/ Salonee)
S: Pick up the box set yet?
R: Not..yet..
S: It's been like a month..
R:Well, KROQ gave me a Greenday shirt for coming all the way down!
S: Don't talk to me.
R:...?
That wasn't really funny. Huh. Oh well.

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December 20th, 2004


12:15 am - My space craze
Boys from Minnesota break your heart.



Sorta.

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December 17th, 2004


09:49 pm - My heart is broke, but I have some glue
Help me inhale, and mend it with you.


He's gone. I'm gone. It's over.

The chapter of Jordan...is finished. Severed.


I'm crying.








I need my chelsea. NOW!








Please?

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December 8th, 2004


07:56 pm - Survey
1] Like to give hugs?: Who are you?
2] Like to walk in the rain?: Yes.
3] Sleep with or without clothes on?: Clothes on, preferably...
4] Prefer black or blue pens?: Depends.
5] Dress up on halloween?: DUH! Yes.
6] Have a job?: I just make jobs up.
7] Sleep on your side, tummy or back?: Side
8] Think your attractive?: No.
9] Want to marry?: no
11] Have a goldfish?: Uh-uh.
Nope.12] Ever have the falling dream?: Falling, falling...falling...ouch.
13] Have stuffed animals?: A few...but CHELSEA HAS ENOUGH FOR US BOTH....0o

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
1] Abortion: Right to choose
2] Eating disorders: Many; none of which I want to share.
3] Rape: Disgusting and scary. Full stop.
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1] Like to give hugs?: Who are you?
2] Like to walk in the rain?: Yes.
3] Sleep with or without clothes on?: Clothes on, preferably...
4] Prefer black or blue pens?: Depends.
5] Dress up on halloween?: DUH! Yes.
6] Have a job?: I just make jobs up.
7] Sleep on your side, tummy or back?: Side
8] Think your attractive?: No.
9] Want to marry?: no
11] Have a goldfish?: Uh-uh.
Nope.12] Ever have the falling dream?: Falling, falling...falling...ouch.
13] Have stuffed animals?: A few...but CHELSEA HAS ENOUGH FOR US BOTH....0o

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
1] Abortion: Right to choose
2] Eating disorders: Many; none of which I want to share.
3] Rape: Disgusting and scary. Full stop.<Agree.
4] Suicide: Only way I wanna go.
5] South park: Simpsons too.
6] Peircings: Nose. Ears.
7] Make-up: Eye makeup
8] Drinking: Unless it's candy liquor, not really.
L A S T
1] piss: Er...
2] kiss: October 6th, 2004
3] good cry: Neither can I.
5] movie seen: I think it was Dirty Dancing. It wasn't that great.
6] book read: Dead Girls- Nancy Lee. AGAIN.
7] cuss word uttered: Fuck.
8] beverage drank: Orange Juice
9] food consumed: Lemon Head.
10] crush: Mike. But Tiffany seems to have ruined that little jewel...
11] phone call: Chel-say. Or Ruby. No...Chel-say...
12] tv show watched: rachel Ray with me mom.
14] shoes worn: Chuck's.
15] cd played: Box Set, CD 2 or 3.
16] item bought: Double Vanilla Chai Latte a la Coffee Bean.
17] soda drank: Coke
18] thing written: LJ entry.
19] key used: House.
20] words spoken: Owww...
21] sleep: This morning.
22] IM: Can't really remember.
23] sexual fantasy: For me to know, you not to find out. 0o
24] ice cream eaten: A long time ago.
25] time wanting to die: Wanding to die...er..this morning?
26] lipstick used: For ridiculous fun, monday night with my sister.
27] time dancing: In my room
28] show attended: Show? Show...er...show?
29] webpage visited: Doo-dooo-dooo dooo. Fanfic. site.
A - Age: 12
B - Band: Nirvana.
C - Choice Of Meat: Eh.
D - Dream Date: Sitting at home, eating left over chinese food and watching music videos with Kurt Cobain.
E - Excites You: A new book or CD
F - Favourite Food: Right now, roasted marshmellow's.
G - Greatest Gift: Cinnamoroll.
H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: September seventeenth, I believe. Ditto.
I - Internal conflicts: Um...a lot.
J - Junior whoppers: Ew.
K - Kool Aid: Triple Ew.
L - Love: With friends, maybe one. Romanticly? Don' exist.
M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: This computer if talking about money.Same.
N - Name: Salonee
O - Outfit I Love: Jeans, Nirvana shirt.
P - Pizza Topping: Sausage. Sorry.
Q - Question I want to ask: Why do timezones exist?
R - Roots: I'm Indian. ALL Indian. >.<
S - Sport to watch: Swimming.
T - TV show: Degrassi. Haha.
U - Unique habitsgrassi: I have a lot.
V - View from the window: Cloudy Sky.
Y - Yesterday's best meal: None of 'em.
Z - Zodiac sign: Libra.
my father thinks i am: annoying
my mother thinks i am: not eating enough
my grandma thinks i am: the best thing ever.
my grandpa thinks i am: Ditto.
my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks i am: Rub it in why don'tcha?
my best friends thinks I am: a sock.


+you keep a diary = Yeahp.
+you like to cook = Yeahp
+you have a secret you have not shared with anyone = Maybe.
+you fold your underwear = No.
+you talk in your sleep = Maybe...?
+you set your watch a few minutes ahead = By accident.
+you bite your fingernails = Yes.
+you believe in love = No.


do......

you wish you could live somewhere else = Every single F'ing day.
you believe in online dating = shut up.
others find you attractive = Judging by my lovelife, no.
you want more piercings = Yup
you want more tattoos = yup.
you drink = Depends.
you do drugs = No.
you smoke = Perhaps the stupidest thing anyone could EVER do.AGREE.
you like cleaning = Hate it.
you like roller coasters = Well...
you carry a donor card = A what?


have you..

x. ever cried over a boy/girl = Yes. Imma wuss.
x. ever lied to someone = No, I'm an elf who models lingere on my spare time too...
x. ever been in a fist fight = Not really..
x. ever been arrested = Not yet.

what..

x. shampoo do you use = It varies.
x. perfume do you use = Nothing.
x. shoes do you wear = Black Chucks.
x. are you scared of = Many things.

|| Favorite: ||
4 letter word: Oops.
Actor/actress: Dunno.
Board game: Ouiji Boards.
Book: Someone Like You by Sarah Dessen/ To Kill A Mockingbird- Harper Lee.
Candy: Choco-late.
Cartoon: Dunno.
Cereal: Frosted Flakes.
Chewing gum: Juicy Fruit.
Color(s): Depends.
Day of week: Saturday or Friday.
Flower: Don't have one.
Jello flavor: None.
Summer/Winter: This time, summer.
Trampolines or swimming pools: BOth.
|| Person who last: ||
Slept in your bed: me or my dog.
You went to the movies with: Jessica and Co.
Yelled at you: Mom.
Sent you an email: Chelsea.

|| Have you ever: ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes.
Kept a secret from everyone: Yeah.
Cried during a movie: Maybe.
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: No...
Been on stage: I have. But not very well.
Been to New York: Yesh.
Been to California: No.Wait...yes.
Hawaii: No:(
Mexico: Nope.
China: Uh-uh..
Canada: Yes.
Europe: Nooooooo. I WANNA! Buy me a ticket.
Iran: No.
South America: No.
Australia: No.
Wished you were the opposite sex: Uhhhh... No. o.O
Apples or bananas?: 0o...
Blue or red?: Blue.
Spring or Fall?: Neither.
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: read fanfic.
High school or college?: College.
Are you bored?: Yesssssss.
Last noise you heard?: Typing.
Last smell you sniffed?: Um. Dunno.
Last time you went out of state/province?: Um..last spring break.
|| Friendship/Love: ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Nope.
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: No.
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: Ummm... 'That Feeling'.See? This is why we're friends -cheesy grin-

|| Other Info: ||
Criminal record?: No record.
Do you speak any other languages?: A little Spanish, french.Fluent in Malayalam.
Worst feeling in the world: Not sure.

|| You: ||
Nickname(s): Sock, C-L, Bitch, Saloo, That.
Initials: SB.
How old do you look?: Thirteen... Fourteen.
How old do you act?: How old do you act?
Braces: Nooo
Do you have any pets?: DOGGGYYYYYY.
You get embarrassed: Not anymore..
What makes you happy?: Things.
What upsets you?: Things.

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